Prologue
Fifteen year old Jimmy McClelland crouched behind the rock. He
carefully set the barrel of the rifle on the rock and sighted down its length to
see the bunkhouse. Several men, some mounted, some not, were milling about in
the first light of morning, waiting. Jimmy waited. Uncertainty clouded his
thinking. Which of the men was the boss and needed to be killed? What was the
range of his rifle? Could he hit a target from this distance? Could he could
really kill a man?
A large bearded man with a black hat and coat came out
of the bunkhouse, crossed the porch and mounted his horse. Jimmy remembered
seeing him before. He had been at the lead of the gang that had paid a visit to
the McClelland homestead days before. Though Jimmy had not been a part of that
meeting, he remembered the hushed late night conversation of his father and
mother.
"Elizabeth, I don't know what we're going to do. I feel
we're between the proverbial rock and a hard place. Damned if I do, damned if I
don't."
"You'll figure it out, Jason, you always
do."
"I don't know. It's coming to a fight, I can feel it.
If he dams the creek, he'll starve us out."
"Is there
anyone you can send for, you know, to help us out?"
"A
hired gun? Elizabeth, I might as well pick up a gun myself. I made a promise.
Hiring someone else to do my dirty work is no different than doing it
myself."
Jimmy had found the rifle and bullets hidden in the loft
of the barn weeks earlier. He had been hiding from his little brother, Danny,
when he had found the long, narrow wooden box. He pried it open to discover the
rifle, hand guns, holsters and bullets. He wanted to ask his dad about them, but
was afraid. Something told him they were hidden for a reason and if his dad
wanted him to know, he would have told him.
Now, however, none of that
mattered. He and his family were being threatened, and if his dad wouldn't use
the weapons, then he would. He left the house in the early morning, went to the
barn to get the rifle and led his horse away from the house. When he was far
enough away, he mounted and rode for the ridge. His hastily conceived plan meant
he had to position himself above the Burroughs ranch before sunup. From there he
would shoot any or all the men he could who planned to run his family from the
land.
The moment of truth arrived when activity at the Burroughs ranch
increased. On silent orders all of the men mounted up. Jimmy wiped the
perspiration dripping into his eyes and drew a bead on the big man in black. He
squeezed the trigger and the explosion knocked him on his butt. He quickly
peered back over the rock and saw the riders pointing to the rocks where he hid.
The man in black was on his back beside his horse.
The enormity of his
action frightened Jimmy more than anything had in his life. Be backed away from
the deed and ran to his horse. He mounted and rode away from his crime as fast
as he could. He knew he couldn't lead the men to his home, so he headed in the
opposite direction. Jimmy had no idea where he was going; his hasty plan had not
included details of an escape. He only knew he had to get away and he couldn't
go home, maybe never. That thought didn't occur to him until he was sure he had
outrun the Burroughs cowboys. By then he could take none of his actions back and
he knew he was on his own.